What i did today?

Hmm..had class just now.

So drove all the way from kepong to kota damansara,attended a suppose-to-be-interesting lecture class,but hell it turned out to be a 3 hours boring class lectured by a super soft spoken big-faced lecturer.

Wasting my time,plus i'm having period,totally not in the mood to listen to her.I tried to pay attention,the thing is,i cant listen to her voice,borrowed ear phone from Yvonne sitting beside me,listened to the songs in my k800i.

Then i found out that,Poker Face by Lady Gaga is nice.

So,i repeated the song again and again and again....

I can tell you the song is really nice.The rhythm,the melody,the background music.

The weather is so freaking hot today.Sitting next by the big window,i looked out and had a peep,it's so cloudy and sunny.

After class,sent Yvonne back to The Curve,paid RM1.60 and headed back to my lovely home.

I swept the floor,played for a while with my doggie,and planned to tidy up my messy study table.But i was so not feeling well due to my period,i sat on the sofa like a dead person,and fell asleep.

Woke up,then typing this post here.Today is not my day i would say.

Emoness+period+hot weather----->a dead me..

Again...

Again I am being so EMO now.

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E M O!

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The thing is,

I dunno what I'm so emo about.

Just that,I'm feeling extremely down.

I dunno why I'm in this world.

Emoness kilss ='(

Things i wanna do

After attending my relative's funeral ceremony,I know that,life is so short.

Just realised..there are quite many things that i wish to do..are left undone and incomplete.

Think i would regret for the rest of my life if i leave this world without doing or learning the things that i wanted to.

• Travelling around.(Though had only been Singapore,but I am just 21,I still have time.)


• Take up a foreign language course.


• Learn how to make some food..(this particular food has been in my mind for almost a year.)


• Slim down.I know that i gained weight.


• Ignore all those sick people who will just make your life sick.I have just gone through this,trust me.They have nothing better to do but just keep bullshitting there only.
• Have my own business.(This particular plan has been in my mind for 1 and a half year,and still counting.Wish it could be true..)
• Take up a swimming course.I realised it is useful.You can save yourself.
• Still counting...

I know that,everyone of you also has a dream in your mind too..right?

So what is your dream?

Life is short,why don't you just make it true so that you can live your life meaningfully?

-Cheers-

-W.i.n.n.i.e-

Does god know our tears?

It's been raining for many days..

It's so miracle that,Kepong happened to have ice dropped from the sky.

Real ice..

Is the God sad?

Why are you crying?

Why....

Why......have u taken my relative's life away?

Or...you cried just because of her death?

I just received a news from my relatives,that my aunt had just passed away,just like that.

Few hours before,we were just told that she had been sent to ICU.

Few hours later,she was gone.

Life,is short.

As i know,there were 2 people passed away,within 4 days.

My tears dropped,when i heard it from my mom.

Afterall,she is also my beloved and good aunt.

God had just taken her away from us,so easily..

I really want to see her...

For the last sight...

I really want to see her....

='(

phew..

4 months and 10 days???

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YEAH it is.

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Time flies.

Happy Birthday Wey!

H A P P Y

B I R T H D A Y

O U R

D E A R

W E Y!

We celebrated her 22nd birthday on Monday night at Bubba Gump,the Curve,together with our dear Shin Ee's birthday too!

They are MARCH BABIESS! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again! love u lots..

p/s:Since i do not have any single photo of the birthday celebration,u all may catch up in Facebook soon.

My sister!

She is back to KL finally!!

Yea,i am talking about my lovely sister.She is back today from Sarawak.My parents are on their way to Bukit Jalil to pick her up now,and i am here typing this while waiting for her. =)

She went there to participate in National Service ok?Dun play play lo because my sister actually is very shy and she is not really active and sociable person in real life.

See now?She went all the way to Sarawak,all by herself.

YES.A L L A L O N E...for 3 months.

Guess she will be a lil strong mentally and physically after coming back from NS huh.At least,not too pampered and too lazy to do housechores!Then she could help me a little automatically..haha!

She just looooves sitting in front of computer after waking up,and her messy bed just left aside.When we ask her to do it,she always said "WAIT LA......."

But,all of us miss u!Even Didi also miss u!

Without ur stupid and funny voice around,our house isn't that cheerful for this 3 months.

I am serious.Dad always said u'r not here to help him to prepare his chinese tea.

Reach home quickly!We miss u! =)

Am i sick?

I just feel not right recently.

Everytime after i have had my meal,i will have PAINFUL stomach ache,FOR SURE.

Then i will have to rush to the toilet and shit out everything.

This happened not only one or two days,it has been happening for 1 week continuously.

1 week!!!!!

I started to feel so dehydrated.

And i started to be panic.

Like the past Friday,i cirit-birit after my lunch.(First time of the day)Then i cirit-birit again TWICE at night on the same day!(Second and third time of the day)

About yesterday,i cirit-birit AGAIN.(it's like my daily rountine now =.=) Twice in the afternoon.I'm really scared about it after so many days and it's still happening.I am afraid of my health,and i recalled that my dad used to undergo an operation to his intestine or dunno what.

So i quickly went to consult a doctor nearby my house.He checked my throat,checked my heart beat,check my body temperature,and asked me to lye on the bed and knocked on my stomach with his feast.

The result came out to be 肠胃不适，no vege no fruit and no oily food for 2 days.

IF i am still like that after 2 days,OH GOSH i will need to go to hospital to scan my stomach and intestine using scope!A loooong tube with an internal camera in front and put it through your mouth into ur stomach.

What the hell right?

NO!

But now i am thinking what i need to eat for tomorrow as we need to celebrate someone's birthday.It's a big challenge to me,as i love to eat!

Please stop me if i order oily food or vege or fruit,cause i dun wanna go to hospital.

-God bless me-